Sex Dream

I dig Sandman comics. Neil Gaiman, the author, has influenced me so that I listen more closely to what my dreams say. I have developed an intimate, no pun intended, relationship with dreams, since they offer me a second life, where I can bend or even make the rules. I live two lives: one while awake and one while asleep. Dreams are very special to me.

I told one of my friends that I had a dream in which we had sex. Knowing her, I thought she would take it lightly, since she's been very open to me, and since she is not one to contain a thought if it entered her mind. She took it lightly, as I expected, for a few seconds... She then turned to face me and asked me if I meant anything by telling her that, if I was going anywhere with the comment. I froze for a moment, and I told her that I didn't mean anything by it. And she let the conversation go, and quickly we talked about other things. However, I can't help but think she could see my face blush when she asked. I felt my face burn with heat from being put on the spot like that. But I got my nerves down.
I would have never asked my friend like that if I had wanted to actually have sex or if I had wanted to start some sort of relationship. It's not because I'm so consumed by having this reserved behavior or anything. I live life and take chances, but I take chances that need to be taken. Furthermore, I don't think that would be a good way of asking for sex (as if there were a proper way to ask).